for when the notifications stop releasing serotonin
lyrics
i always did quite well at school
but if there’s one thing that i’ve learned in my 26 years in this world
it’s that the thing that i’m best at is making mistakes
that i’ve made a million times before
i like to think that it’s a side effect of growing up
in front of computer screens
but if that were the case
then i wouldn’t feel so alone
(chorus)
so i unlock my phone
and check my notifications
to try to trick my brain
to feel okay
and i look away
before i lock it again
so i don’t have to stare
at myself in the screen
it wasn’t anything momentous
but a year ago i passed
the point my parents has me
when they were my age
and i know things are changing fast
success looks different than the past
but somehow i don’t meet
either
(chorus)
i’m sure this isn’t healthy
but who the fuck modeled that for me
i feel like i’m thirteen again
is this my seventh adolescence
at this point
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i love you communism i love you weird trans people i love you horrors beyond my comprehension i love you vast and terrifying expanse of the universe i love you sports game that i still don’t understand and i love you sick guitar riffs aceofcorvids
supported by 19 fans who also own “who hasn't redownloaded grindr in a moment of weakness”
Look we're in a pandemic and I, for one, am still too careful to go to live music. The Garages have fixed that not only by putting on a "live" performance, but by sending out the albums. I love the pixies album from a Chapel Hill show because I was there, and I love this for the same reason. mightymur
Each digital pre-order of the funky “Milk Bred” contains hidden information about the location of the EP’s release party. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 29, 2018