never came out to my exes
they don't even know my pronouns
they still think i'm someone else
by now i might as well pronounce myself
as dead to who i was
cause the earth just keeps on spinning
but they still remember me
like the world stood still since 2015
(looking kinky, feeling empty, feeling empty)
I gave it my all
it wasn't enough
I'm buckling the harness
I'm locking the cuffs
Cuz leather don't breathe
and neither can I
Would you still want to fuck me
without this disguise?
(i love feeling worthless and used when it's hot, why do i feel worthless and used when it's not?)
A cumslut in the sheets
Catastrophe inside
You can cum on my face
but you can't look me in the eye
I gave it my all
it wasn't enough
I'm buckling the harness
I'm locking the cuffs
i think the only ones who know me
are the strangers who have seen my dick
but ghosted me before they could get
close enough to see that i am
sick inside the head
can’t keep straight the line between
who i am and how i’m wanted
just feels good to be perceive
yeah i’m sick inside the head
can’t keep straight my thoughts or sexuality
it just feels good to be perceived
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i love you communism i love you weird trans people i love you horrors beyond my comprehension i love you vast and terrifying expanse of the universe i love you sports game that i still don’t understand and i love you sick guitar riffs aceofcorvids
supported by 19 fans who also own “looking kinky (feeling empty)”
Look we're in a pandemic and I, for one, am still too careful to go to live music. The Garages have fixed that not only by putting on a "live" performance, but by sending out the albums. I love the pixies album from a Chapel Hill show because I was there, and I love this for the same reason. mightymur
Each digital pre-order of the funky “Milk Bred” contains hidden information about the location of the EP’s release party. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 29, 2018